absurdity

2010-10-01T20:41:00.002+08:00

-blows-wow this place is dusty.

but I've already wrote my last tweet so i shouldn't tweet so i'm here._____.

anyway. here's a video of Jung Sungha! whoo he's grown so much^^ and he's hot now lol.

forever loving his fingerstyle.

okay... Im supposed to be studying now. 24 more days :|
and i hope i can go to the MNET concert after O's whooooo finally ONE EVENT after Os.

kinda regretted not going for G.Na cause i heard she was rly rly nice but yea.

okay this post is going nowhere.

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what's with your temperament. what if it's really not with me? what if you left it somewhere else? I also have not seen it for weeks and you can go and listen, my guitar is way off tune.
If it's with me and i couldn't find it in time, then sorry. But it's not.

okay i regret my words but at least you didn't have to hear them. and i hope never to say them again, especially to you.

2010-08-05T21:07:00.000+08:00

Day 2.
IDC i'm just gonna strike this one off since i dont have one rn :3

~~Day 1 — Your Best Friend~~
~~Day 2 — Your Crush~~
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

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these few weeks have been so tiring ):
skipped school on monday to sleep in, cause apparently that was the deadline for art and i slept at 6am thanks to all the work i had to do. Felt so cheated when i heard that wasn't the actual deadline >.>
and haha i think i missed the drama at Chem on monday too. Amy was really unreasonable.

sigh omg i haven't been studying. i really hate how Mr Chia keeps throwing tests after tests at us, even when he knows we didn't study. and he never goes through the papers with us. seriously what's the point. ):
missed AP today cause i didn't study for the test, and it's the last day for Art. or so we were told (for the 100th time)

on another note, im excited for tmr~ ^^

grah seriously i hate it when you're in a bad mood and all pms-y and you take it out on us
it's not like i canceled on you or what. and really whatever la if you dont like reading this then dont okay.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

2010-08-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

Hi telepathy partner (wow it's been long since i've said that),
Happy belated birthday:) idk what to write here, really, but you've been such a big part of my life. i still remember during Reflect when we first met, haha those were really fun times~ Thanks for always being there for me even in the middle of the night, listening to me rant and all._. everything else you've done for me, you know in your heart:) and i hope you know i really appreciate everything^^ love you:D
-abby

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~~Day 1 — Your Best Friend~~
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

WHUUT?

2010-07-21T18:45:00.000+08:00

AMY WONG. WHAT. THE. SHIT. ?

There was missions seminar today from 2pm to 6. Rachel and i were contemplating on whether or not to go, since i still have a lot of art work to do and deadline is like next week. In the end we decided to, but we stopped by the library to use the computer to save the stupid pictures from fb for the yearbook because my lousy shit Mozilla lags and cant view facebook pictures. By the time we finished saving photos (had to save for Rachel too cause she doesn't have an fb acc), it was like 3pm -.-

SOOOO. we decided to go for art. and after 1hour plus of painting, the seminar gave everyone a break and the rest went up to the art room and told us the seminar was good. After that i decided to go for it, or at least the second half.

So yea, i went. and i stood in front of Amy wong, I EVEN TALKED TO HER WTH. But somehow im transparent cause she angrily (from what my maid said) called home and told them "ABIGAIL RAN AWAY YOU KNOW! SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO STAY UNTIL 6 BUT SHE RAAAN AWAAAAYYY!".
and then she called dad.

and my maid called me.

maid: WHERE ARE YOU?
me: uh, im in school??
maid: YOUR TEACHER CALLED! SHE SAID YOU'RE NOT IN SCHOOL. WHERE ARE YOU??
me: BUT IM STILL HERE! -.-

and after that i was super pissed and i told mr Syed what happened. and he asked me to sign my attendance. which didnt make a diff to me since the damage has already been done. and Mr Syed said Amy left already.

So, she left first and concluded i wasnt in class, after i talked to her and even waved her over.

i conclude that she is blind.

seriously sigh sorry i needed to get this off my shoulders.

if dad doesnt believe me... actually idc already. so many things has happened over the past few weeks since school reopened.
and my dad's been receiving who knows how many calls.

hating my life rn ;___________;

oh there's bio and math level tests tmr. FML

2010-07-15T20:00:00.000+08:00

sigh i hate this blogskin but im lazy to change._.

lala okay so i've realised that i've lost the drive to blog regularly, haha.
so much that no one ever vists this place anymore...except probably dad >.>
Too much tumblr and fb and twitter and allkpop kills okay.
finally got off tumblr. i still visit, but...yea no more 5hours of nonstop posting.
and ...i lost 2 followers. booo. hopefully i can keep the other 88 until after O's xD

so tired lately because of art. and these few days i've lost the motivation to do anything.
lagging behind in math, esp amath, but i shouldn't drop it at this point right? ):

sigh Charmaine left for sydney already! )))):
aww man i hardly got to know her but she's a really friendly person but she left so suddenly >:

okay i've nothing left to blog about.

happy belated birthday CY^^

OH YEA. yay i'll be picking this up too:

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

bad days

2010-07-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

2 years is not a very long time, but i'd hoped that you'd be able to trust me. i thought maybe over time you'd open up, so i stopped bothering you about it.

2 years and 39 days and you still dont trust me.

2010-07-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

just kill me now/

whatever k

2010-07-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

in the mood to blog!

stopped by cosfest today.

hahha stopped by only, so didnt take much pictures.

but it was really good, i feel like cosplaying for next year's festival HAHAHA.

then was baking at CY's. Finally out of tekong(?)~

but the ~~cookies look like~~ cookie is one giant pancake hahah fail ttm.

SO CUTE EEEEK.

whoever these people are. LOL.

stupid phone camera ): the moment i find a spot that i can actually see the stage, it fails on me.

He looks like Jinwoon! okay sorry. if i ever see this guy again i swear i'll die of embarrassment.

still. omg. -screams- omg hahah i am so shameless. anyway thanks Candy for dragging me across the tent one big round following him and then asking for a picture. ><

the best ever baked~ but we didnt get to bring it home ): awww hahaha

trust me, the batter looks way better than when it was done >.>

HAPPIEST DAY OMG

2010-06-26T01:22:00.001+08:00

I KNOW I HAVENT PROPERLY POSTED IN A GAZILLION YEARS YES CAUSE BLOGGER REALLY SUCKS RN BUT IM SO THRILLED AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH DYING OF HAPPINESS.

haha i know i always say this but yea i'll post about UKISS (sunday and monday and tues) another time.

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just got back from beast and i wasted half my life queuing up and the queue was so screwed up argh.
never ever attend an event by universal music again, its sucks. security guards were super clueless about everything, one moment making us move over to the other side of the road, next moment making us run back. Peony and I were betting on whether a car accident would happen.

oh and i made friends with Cadence (Y) lol. :) So we were in line with Cadence and her friend, and omg one moment they were arranging by queue number (which was totally fair), next moment when i got back from lunch everyone was across the road, standing next to the grass, literally in the puddles of water/mud.

SO.SCREWED.UP.

finally thank goodness a few fans came out at the very last minute and settled things. it was super complicated because the official queue (which we were in) was across the road, opposite IMM. and meanwhile a huge mod of latecomers were queuing up outside IMM itself, so there were two queues. haha and when we faced each other it was like we were gonna fight a war lmao.

and poor Junni ): because she started queuing at 12noon YESTERDAY, her queue number was 1. But in the end they didn't go by the numbers so she was really upset. i dont think she attended the event after that D:

and when we finally got it...the pushing was the worst i've ever came across. ever.
i think maybe because BEAST has a lot of fanboys. and the fanboys were so rough. geez.

ANYWAY TO THE BEST PART EVER OMG I THINK I CANT SLEEP TONIGHT HAHHA. (but no photos were allowed, awww)

i sketched (using a cheating method LOL) all of the members, and before i left home i photocopied all the pieces so that i can keep one copy and give the original to them. And i was running late so i just dumped the original and the photocopied pictures into my file AND THANK GOD I DID THAT SUPER HAPPY NOW.

ahhhhhhh when i went on stage i gave the original copies to the staff, because they said cannot pass the gifts directly to them ): I HOPE MY PICTURES ARE NOT CRUMPLED MAN.
anyway, i held the photocopied pieces and first was YOSEOB.

He looked up and started laughing like omgjashfiasyhgfbkhgfui. hahaha really cute i think he was really surprised! then he leaned closer asked me smth in korean. Hahaha i was totally blur dk what he was asking. but then he nudged DooJoon and Doojoon started laughing at the picture too! i was happy ttm.

i was looking for Doojoon's picture so i could show him, but somehow couldnt find it in time so as i slowly flipped through the papers he saw the drawings of all the other members and laughed even harder! Esp Dongwoon's picture. and his laughter was so cute. "AHAHA HAHAHA" ROFL. of course he died of laughter when he finally saw his own picture HAHA. i think this picture fails ):

By then Hyunseung and Dongwoon and Kikwang was alerted by the laughter and saw the pictures already, and they laughed too:) but i still flipped to Hyunseung's picture when i got to him. His eyes gleamed and he said thank you ^^ He was really pretty!

I cant forget Dongwoon's reaction! Ahhhh he laughed super hard at his picture then he asked me in broken english "can i...have..picture?" omg i was super happy~! But i only managed to stutter "umm..there *points to the woman i passed the gift to* umm yea heheh there *points again*" On hindsight, I should have printed more so i could pass to him the one i was holding HAHA. Then he smiled really widely hahaha i hoped he understood what i was saying though, i was really really nervous ><

And Kikwang! hahah i think he was all laughed-out so when i got to him he didn't laugh that much. and he said thank you^^ i think my kikwang picture is the most passable LOL.

Junhyung was....being himself hahah. Chic emo kid. He's really good-looking in real life omg. Anyway im happy that i got a slight reaction from him, even though it wasnt much. Haha while he was signing he glanced at my picture, and whne he looked up and nodded, there was a slight smile on his lips. that's good right^^ hahahah.

SUPER HAPPY THIS SCENE IS FOREVER REPLAYING ITSELF IN MY MIND ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

WANT WANT WANT

2010-06-14T18:16:00.001+08:00

OMG I WOULD KILL FOR THESE X10000000000000000000000000.
it's been long since i wanted smth so badly, HAHA.
impulse to shop rn.

haha i haven't updated in a million years. srsly hate blogger now but lazy to move. uploading photos is such a chore ):

sigh its june now but haha most of the holidays are eaten up by school. but going for UKISS AND B2ST YAYYYYYYYYYY. i love beast~ ^^ i can't believe 2AM and UKISS are going for the shengshiong show though._. it's like... a supermarket show. ._.

))): and art is eating up a lot of time.

2010-05-12T22:06:00.000+08:00

i think im gonna really fail a lot of my subjects ):
yes its my own fault i know i dont blame anyone-.-
i'll work harder for prelims.

but it would be nice if once in a while you encouraged me instead of picking on the tiny little things i did, a hug would be nice too. im human too, and im your daughter. yes im forgetful but do you really have to look at me like that? when i try to talk to you, do you have to shut me off and side the other party? look at the big picture. 您为什么每一次都一定要针对我？(lol idk chinese fail)

sigh i didnt want to put this here at first because i know you wouldn't like it, but saying it verbally will cause another quarrel and i srsly hate fighting.

sigh anyway, went to marina barrage for FYL outing today (Y) :3

2010-05-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

argh shit you blogger, how do you upload photos here? >:(

all my past photos are in that picture thingy though.

haha brings back memories (:

and i know i look shitty in the pictures but yea. hehhhhhhh.

dont know how long ago~

bangs days^^ (no i dont have bangs now-.-)

i miss you guys ):

i miss going out for the sake of going out hahahah

i miss tech crew! hahha i miss the soundboard too .__.

choir

i miss this a lot omggggg hahahhahaha

i miss going for esplanade gigs (FORTHIS CYCLE OMG<3)

and baby gan's not a baby anymore haha (:

...yea.

time flies really quickly ):

olevels soon omg. speaking of O's.... hahah in the middle of midyears now, and i think im gonna barely pass if not completely flunk every subject. I really have not been focusing ):

sigh, i'll work harder for prelims. for now.....i shouldn't even be here .__.

yay finished making the pair of shorts that i promised myself to finish 9739864 years ago ^^

HAHA BUT IT FELL INTO PIECES AFTER I TOOK THE PHOTOS.

gah. but it wasn't really satisfactory anyway, i'll make another pair after O's ^^

2010-05-01T23:28:00.001+08:00

sigh it's been a terrible week.

on weds i screwed up both the humans papers even after studying really hard. and all the way home there were people still discussing about fascism blah blah blah. the paper is over so give it a rest already!):

after that i made the mistake of going out to study, which...yea. i didn't study much. worse still,i planned to wake up early to study since the paper starts at 10.45. HAH i woke up at 9.45 -.-

yup so on thurs after the emath paper (last paper of the week) which was supposed to be easy (but idk if i'll pass because i didnt study much omg) Diana Peony Candy Jingwen Weiyi and i decided to go to the airport for Junho&Junsu. (heh happy details below~)

haha it was fun, yes. until dad called and i cried in front of the fans on the other side of the barrier who were staring at me like O.O .sigh i used the board that i drew for Junho to block my face. -.-

I was freaking scared but i didnt want to waste my time there so i waited for a bit, managed to see & take a fancam of the Kims and pratically flew to the taxi stand. i ran like a mad chicken okay.

and i told the uncle that i needed to be home fast, in like 15 mins and he scoffed. ): but thank God he tried his best and i could feel the taxi flying through speed bumps.

so i reached home at exactly 11. by then i was seriously scared and panicky so when the main door didn't budge i hastily stuffed the key in. the key didn't go in.

since... we usually dont lock the door unless no one was in, i assumed the door was bolted. and my dad locked me out.

sigh i called Diana and she passed the phone around, everyone was so caring<3

after calming down and discussing what to do, i decided to go to Peony's place at 4/5 to bathe/change/borrow her uniform (WHICH IM PRETTY SURE I CANT FIT INTO, ANYWAY -.-).

argh i took the rags outside and lay it on the floor and i slept like that briefly until 3am, when i really couldn't sleep cause it was extremely uncomfortable. i heard rats squeaking.__. and i suddenly panicked, realising that i didn't know what time bus service starts so i can go to Peony's. I called Gabriel cause yea.. i was really scared and i kinda thought he would be awake somehow. haha but i woke him up ): and he couldnt sleep after that omg sorry! D: and he didnt know how to help so..yea. called Peony but she didn't pick up either. but thank God for that cause i finally dared to ring the house phone and dad unlocked the door for me.

....THEN I REALISED THE DOOR WASN'T BOLTED AND I COULD HAVE JUST UNLOCKED IT WITH MY KEY. ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.ha.omgha.

dad scolded me of course, but he was more concerned that i didnt sleep well. (when he opened the door i was doing chemistry out of boredom+cantsleep+beingscared.) <3

yes okay. that was stupid.

the next day cause i was really brain dead from the night before, sleeping in the corridor, i did another stupid thing, HAH. embarrassing like O M G.

Thank God Sidi told me. ... that i didn't zip my skirt. ha.ha.

seriously i can just go die of embarrassment rn.

today...the cell money collection gave me a serious headache. -.-

seriously money and i are not meant to be! ):

i thought everyone would have learnt their lesson last year when i lost the cell fund(around $200?) and it was found in the dustbin. But yea, finally sorted things out. thought i lost 7 bucks but it was in my other pocket HAHA AGAIN YES I KNOW.

and after i went home and wanted to crash into bed but... realised that i had to pack my wardrobe. and suddenly the stupid shelf broke and there was nearly a mini-avalanche. dont know how long spent trying to prop the thing up.):

seriously, it was a crazy week with one thing coming after another. and there are other stuffs too but yea lazy to type.

but if there's one thing about this week...haha idk. This week showed me that i have caring friends. i was kind of expecting a WTF SO DUMB~ or a HAHA IDIOT! from my friends after thurs night, but i was kind of touched when they all asked if i was alright and all. omg i love you all<3

though i know most of you wont read this anyway..

Thanks Weiyi, Diana, Candy, Peony for being so caring omg really touched! and for offering to lend me uniform, cheering me up, everything<3

sorry Gabriel for waking you up & thanks for listening to me crap at 3am><

and Piying and Jae for caring! Jae for hearing me out today haha (:

and Junni for lending me $$ for taxi fare without even hesitating(:

haha and daddy for not really locking me out._.

THURS AIRPORT:

photos from Diana's Fb and mine

Sam 언니, 설기 언니and 설정 언니 were there too(:

so many Xiah boards o.o

WALAO ALMOST EVERYONE WAS THERE FOR JUNSU POOR JUNHO ): IT'S HIS SHOWCASE AFTER ALL, YOU KNOW. and i could have gotten the free ticket but they didnt see my board. i didnt really care i just hoped that he saw his name and know that he has at least a few supporters!
...and the tickets were taken by fans who openly flirted with the organizer dudes (ahh~~ please~~~! handsome guy~!O M G -PUKE-.)

After the organiser person saw my board (which was like after 218371923 hours) he was like -squint- oh, zuno.. aiyah you could have gotten the tickets if you came earlier! and i felt that the junsu fan next to me was a bit too much when she said to that guy that i came too late and the blahblahblah ..in front of me. -.- and that girl's bag kept hitting me and taking up space, blocking Diana and Peony and i got really fed up and offered to carry it for her, hahahha.

then suddenly there was a scream and half the people on my side of the barricade went over to another gate..apparently they thought theKims were coming from there instead. hahaha so we got to stand in the front of the barricade~ ^^

SIGH I REWATCHED MY FANCAM and i realised that when Junho walked passed everyone just gave him a brief glance and he was smiling but looking a little awkward. but when Junsu passed everyone screamed like OMGDAGSDIYAGFAG hahah even in the scrnshot i printed of Junsu you can see the fans in the background with literally an :O face HAHAHHA.

JUNSU (HAHAH THE FAN BEHIND)

JUNHO <3

sad for Junho man.):haha he's really cute ^^

haha oh yea. got a picture taken when a korean reporter spotted the word JUNHO on my board haha, she did a double take when she walked past.

2010-04-30T18:24:00.002+08:00

THIS IS THE WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE AND THANK GOD ITS OVER.

2010-04-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

hi this is why i dont take f&n

2010-04-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

o m g what am i doing here.
sigh the whole world's mugging and i'm..eheh.
ahhh.

i know im not supposed to but i ate another waffle :x
ahhh must stop or my voice will permanently sound like a man's ):
anywayyyyy. i should be sleeping/should have been sleeping for the last 8 hours. i cant believe the computer kept me awake even with the medicine D:

i swear the ~~computer~~ internet is evil

2010-04-13T16:18:00.000+08:00

today was horrible. i will never eat pocky before running again.
thanks Adelene Emily Valerie Diana Tingting and Rachel for missing math to help me down to the office.

rant rant rant rant

2010-04-08T19:55:00.000+08:00

)))))))): i cant believe i said it again. like 1321481324937 times today.

i was really...uhm. pissed/confused/huh/whuuut.
.

went to whitesands handicapped toilet today cause candy wanted to take a picture of wy's stomach for art. and we kind of took a long time cause of the different angles and knots we had to tie.
yea i know the toilet is for the handicapped but the normal toilet cubicle was really tiny for 3 people + bags + files + a bag of scarves to fit in, and it would be really weird to see 3 people come out of a cubicle .__.

argh we were taking photos when someone knocked on the door. at first we ignored it cause we thought it was just a normal person o.o but the knocking and all sorts of dunno what hokkien shit persisted so i checked and a wheelchair was there. -insert OMG face-

by then we were almost done with the pictures and we kept telling the person to wait, but she just kept shouting so we rushed out.

then blah blah blah nag nag nag and then she mentioned smoking?
okay i was offended.
we were non-stop apologising and trying to explain without freaking out but she didn't give us a chance. "what are 3 girls doing in the handicap toilet? so inconsiderate! take so long somemore...(repeats that 92839017487 times)...3 people inside for what? smoking ah?"

ah she shouted so loudly at us everyone in that area stared. and stared. and stared.

after she and the lady on the wheelchair went in we walked away quickly looking like O:
stoned.

best part: after the auntie finished screaming at us, the old lady on the wheelchair got up and walked in. they left the wheelchair outside.

?
dhkajsgvjhasfcuydgsajhcvdsajnfewuydfgvjhcvadsyjftcugwbcjh

ah crap.

(i know a big part of this was our fault, but smoking? where did she come up with that._.)

2010-04-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

@_@ i want to live in a hanok when i grow up

coffeee

2010-04-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

shall save the coffee-drinking marathon for weds night before amath test. ><
blah i've passed my last 5 tests by 1 or 1/2 marks. thats crappy but mr chia still lets me off the hook. ohno.

no mood to do art now that the stupid skeleton that i spent 5 hours on looks like a tree trunk. a yellow tree trunk. sigh ms toh's gonna kill me tmr. and i haven't even completed the picture ahhhhhhhh.

i want to sleep. ):

2010-04-05T16:49:00.000+08:00

DJ Mo Twister responds to U-Kiss fangirl rage

HAHA WHAT THE !@#$%^&*(). awesome apology/way to address the issue.
he gives filipino deejays a really bad name.

>:(

2010-03-29T18:33:00.001+08:00

congrats to me, i got my first PC in four years today -.-
but i didn't go, so i think i'm going to get double tmr...or that ahgddfsafsfteacher will call dad again.
argh shouldnt have skipped art AP on friday. but she's so biased like omgdjasgdyusgacu. out of the 123456789 people who didn't turn up she only picked on 4 of us. anyway it didnt make sense for me to go and waste 2 hours when i could go home and get her work done.

진자. 나쁜 선생님. ):<

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should i go watch Ju-on? But Diana said its super scary ahhhh ):

2010-03-22T22:29:00.001+08:00

pffffff art teacher called my dad. -.-
makes no difference, okay? just pisses me off.
i wonder what she said. do teachers all act phony in front of parents?
whatever. heh.

hahaha i posted a little of what i drew on db. okay i wasnt done with the picture but IDC.

i ROFL-ED.
But seriously, where in the world am i going to find a model for that picture?

바보.

2010-03-20T02:49:00.000+08:00

felt weird during pm today. awkward.
i guess i felt better after supper with Weiliang Cavell Kenneth.
and Cavell made me feel super guilty for eating fries. >:(
haha but got home quite late ><

super tired.

i dont feel like blogging much. this site's a dump anyway.

2010-03-16T12:09:00.001+08:00

im on my toes.
can you not be so fickle-minded? Yes or No.
you pulled my hopes all the way up then you said no, and then yes again/

blahh.

2010-03-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

its been a whole day, and i've drowned myself in chocolates. The chocolates helped, but i still feel like shit. and likely to put on weight and lose my voice with all the sweets. tired.

shall blog about the E awards another time, too tired now. only got home at around 12 today. ><
Thanks Peony for letting me crash your house last night.(:

pffff

2010-03-11T22:08:00.001+08:00

i just had to try again.

PLEASEEEEEE.
argh i dont think i can keep still without talking/discussing? to you properly on this matter blahhh.
i can think from your pov but i'll really regret not trying. ):

sighhhhhhhhhh please daddddddddddd.

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today's test was quite okay i guess. dont think i'll fail. hope not anyway.
and i didnt get scolded for not completing art, yay~

ahhh im already in the holiday mode.
feel like ponning school tmr. and whats with the stupid telematches thingy.
waste time. ):

anyway, JW, WY and Candy are at the airport now haha hope they manage to catch SHINee.
and i suddenly crave to see Minho and Taemin and Onew and the rest.
blahhhh nevermind. i'll see them on sat. (:

hopes up

2010-03-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

Hi Girls!

You are all shortlisted for the first rounds of Auditions for Honey on the 19th March, Friday in the afternoon.
Apologies that we do not have a confirmed venue and time yet but rest assured we will update you on this.

For a head-start, please come prepared with 2 songs, a ballad song and a fast song. We will ask you to present these 2 songs to us on the day itself. *Note: Songs do not have to be in Korean, it can be any language.

Also for this audition, the panel of judges will be the two Korean girls of Honey band, Han Jina and Jun Zia, as well as local producer John Wong, who is a songwriter writing songs for Andy Lau and Gigi Leung. He also used to produce for Gigi Leung as well.

We will be eliminating half of the participants in this first preliminary round so make sure you do your very best!
I will update you on the venue and time so stay tuned!

Warmest regards,
Jolene Ruth Tan
Business Development Associate
Quest Group Holdings Pte Ltd
Singapore

www.questgrouphldgs.com

SINGAPORE . SHENZHEN . SEOUL . HONG KONG

> Quest Model Management Pte Ltd is an Honoree of the Spirit of Enterprise Award 2007, Singapore
> Quest Group Holdings Pte Ltd is a member of the Korean Wave Culture Center, Korea

okay. dad hasn't agreed and probably will not. like everyone predicted it to be. I cant say im not disappointed; i just wanted to try.

you have no idea how excited i felt to hear from them the first time, even when i had no membership.
how you do think i felt when i received this? blah.
shortlisted omg. but yea.

ah the more i think about it the more disappointed i feel ):
JUST TO TRY, you know. i know myself the chances are....0.
but trying and not getting in is better than not trying and never knowing...ah whatever you get it.

>bugging you? am i that annoying? ._.
>im NOT angry._. dont stare at me with that wary look.
>expectation thrown at me? are you worried about that or are you concerned about how i do academically? blahhhh say it straight.
>the organisation will probably earn revenue for producing the group.
... and i know you still have a lot more to say.

anyway... if i get to try my best and eliminated i'll have no regrets. half will get eliminated anyway. (:

gah i cant think straight now.
anyway i'll probably still go for the performance by the members since Diana wants to go too. (:

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dont get mad at me for writing it here. i wanted to say this the last time but was afraid you'd...be even angrier and smash the com or something. yea. i mean. this is my blog (refer the prev posts for defination of blog.).
.

anyway i dont think anyone even reads this dump anymore.

_____________________________________________________________________________

since im here i might as well write more.

AH CRAP TMR IS THE ART SUBMISSION~!
hah prepare to fail art mye. screwed up deadline.

and so many tests!

blah. but im proud of myself for working harder and using less(?) computer.

yup. EXCITED FOR EAWARDS~! SHINee hahaha. but i think they'll just be stick figures jumping around, even with the telephoto lens. oh well.

?

2010-03-09T03:25:00.002+08:00

okay, its the week before march holidays, just have to do my best and try not to die.
then i'll never have to sleep this late/not sleep again. right?

:/

chionging art. though i have a feeling Ms Toh will still say i didn't put in effort. its 3am and im preparing art, if thats not effort than what is it?
anyway...yea. im not progressing much anyway.

i think the two cans of coffee just now really helped. lifesavers man.
wonder if it'll have a long-term effect on my brain.
ah, whatever. its just this week. (i hope.)

i think im going to look like death tmr.
i should skip PE before i die.

urgh.

post-its

2010-02-25T20:48:00.004+08:00

ahhh i think i screwed up today's test. shit.

swimming tmr with Weiyi Jingwen Candy Siti(?) and Rachel.

(Y)

screw the website. ):

~~and really, if you don't want to help me upload im fine with it.~~

thanks for helping me to upload.

&im not obsessed okay. i'll prioritize better next time.

(edit)

what is a blog:

A blog (a contraction of the term "web log")^[1] is a type of website, usually maintained by an individual with regular entries of commentary, descriptions of events, or other material such as graphics or video. Entries are commonly displayed in reverse-chronological order. "Blog" can also be used as a verb, meaning to maintain or add content to a blog.

Many blogs provide commentary or news on a particular subject; others function as more personal online diaries. A typical blog combines text, images, and links to other blogs, Web pages, and other media related to its topic. The ability of readers to leave comments in an interactive format is an important part of many blogs. Most blogs are primarily textual, although some focus on art (Art blog), photographs (photoblog), videos (Video blogging), music (MP3 blog), and audio (podcasting). Microblogging is another type of blogging, featuring very short posts.

personal blogs:

Blogs often become more than a way to just communicate; they become a way to reflect on life, or works of art. Blogging can have a sentimental quality.

2010-02-22T23:46:00.002+08:00

before i get happy and disappointed again, i think i'll just put FT's official schedule here for a reminder.

Saturday, 6 March 2010
[PH] 6pm – [FT Island] FT Island’s 1st Showcase in Philippines @ PICC Plenary Hall, Manila (Showcase)

Saturday, 13 March 2010
[CN] [FT Island] FT Island’s 2010 Shanghai Fanmeeting (Fanmeet)

Wednesday, 24 March 2010
[JP] [FT Island] Release of FT Island’s MBC DVD (Limited Collection, Japan Edition) Release (Compilation of footages of the group’s Asian activities, in 2 DVD discs with Japanese Subtitles, plus 52-page Asian Promo Photobook) (Pre-order here: HMV Japan, CD Japan, Tower Records, YesAsia)

FEBRUARY 2010

Monday, 1 February 2010
8:50pm – [Hongki] KBS “Escape frm Crisis No.1″ (Broadcast) (Recorded on Sunday, 24 January 2010)

Thursday, 4 February 2010
12am – [Hongki, Jonghoon] Mnet “Trend Report Feel” Season 4 (Broadcast) (Recorded on Thursday, 21 January 2010)

Friday, 5 February 2010
[TW] [FT Island] Release of FT Island’s “Beautiful Hits for Asia (CD+DVD) (Taiwan Deluxe Version, by Warner Music)” (Preorder here: Yesasia w/ Posters (only for Pre-Orders), Yesasia w/o Posters)

Saturday, 6 February 2010
[TH] [FT Island] FT Island’s “MEN’S STORIES” Thailand Concert (Concert)
10pm – [Seunghyun] SBS E! Entertainment TV, “Idol! Magnae Rebellion” (Broadcast)

Wednesday, 10 February 2010
[Hongki] KBS Dream Team Season 2 (Recording)

Thursday, 11 February 2010
6pm – [FT Island] FT Island DVD Release Fansigning @ HotTracks, Youngdeung Po’s Times Square branch
10pm – [Hongki] KBS CoolFM Super Junior’s Kiss The Radio (Radio Broadcast)

Tuesday, 16 February 2010
[HK] [FT Island] FT Island’s 2010 Hongkong Fanmeeting (Fanmeet)

Wednesday, 17 February 2010
[HK] [FT Island] FT Island’s 1st Showcase in Hongkong (Showcase)
[TW] [FT Island] Release of FT Island’s MBC DVD (Limited Collection, Taiwan Edition) Release (Compilation of footages of the group’s Asian activities, in 2 DVD discs with Chinese Subtitles, plus 52-page Asian Promo Photobook) (Pre-order here: YesAsia w/o Poster, YesAsia with 6 (SIX) Posters)
[JP] [FT Island] Release of FT Island’s “I Believe Myself” 2009 Concert (@ U-Port Hall) DVD (Pre-Order here: YesAsia, HMV Japan, Tower Records)

Saturday, 20 February 2010
[JP] 2pm – [FT Island] “FT×FT in 2010.2.20 TOKYO” (Matinee) @ Nakano Zero Hall (Fanmeet)
[JP] 6pm – [FT Island] “FT×FT in 2010.2.20 TOKYO” @ Nakano Zero Hall (Fanmeet)

Sunday, 21 February 2010
6pm – [FT Island] FT Island’s “MEN’S STORIES” Seoul Encore Concert (Concert) (Ticket sales open 22 Dec 09, 4pm @ maxticket)

Thursday, 25 February 2010
[Hongki] SBS Strong Heart (Recording)

Saturday, 27 February 2010
[TW] [FT Island] FT Island’s 1st Showcase in Taiwan (Showcase)

YES this means 13 march they will be in shanghai, not at the eawards. D:

and anyway, FT ISLAND WILL FINALLY BE ON STRONG HEART I CANT WAIT! (thurs 25)

2010-02-22T22:51:00.001+08:00

http://www.star-thots.com/webshaper/store/viewProd.asp?pkProductItem=2001

okay i found another website for the pigrabbit plush. this is so so so worth it.
OMG I REALLY WANT THIS. but i still owe half the world money. D':

omgosh D:

2010-02-22T01:19:00.000+08:00

DSAJHFGADSYUGFIDSAGVKJHDSBVHG COFFEE IS SERIOUSLY A LIFESAVER.
okay thats it abby.
no more tumblr, no more fb, no more db, no more youtube!
(blogger doesnt seem to be a problem anyway, my blog's dead.)
ahhhh tumblr T^T
sorry to my few loyal followers . D:
(ps i'll try to post when im free~ which i doubt will ever happen.)
but yeah, getting out of hand.

i'll lock my laptop up, i promise.
no more leaving my laptop on for 24+++ hours.
no more falling asleep at the com.
no more saying five more minutes and ending up using it for another 4 hours.

진자! 나를 믿어 주십시오.
최선을 다할거야~
효혜 화이팅!

omg im going nuts from the milo+coffee combo.
going off to study now~

2010-02-14T00:30:00.002+08:00

happy chinese new year and valentine's!<3

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blah i have so much work to do.

2010-02-10T00:52:00.001+08:00

ahh my math is still really overdue. ):
and art. aw man.

anyway! JW helped us book tickets for the Sg Entertainment Awards~
-dances around-
haha bad news is that we'll be seated behind.. ):
but i hope to at least get a few good pictures!
i want a zoom lense before then(:

random:
hahaha although im done with YAB i still want this:
http://www.yesasia.com/global/youre-beautiful-pig-rabbit-doll/1021605178-0-0-0-en/info.html
omgosh super cute pig-rabbit i wanttttt<3
ahaha i feel like buying everything off the yesasia catalog ><

and this:
http://www.yesasia.com/global/ftisland-mbc-collection-2dvd-photobook-6-photo-cards-folded-poster/1021979809-0-0-0-en/info.html
gonna start saving now~

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당신은 모두 어리석다. 그것 같이 모든 남자는 인가?
seriously.

I thought that from this heartache I could escape

2010-02-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

i am so worn out.
no idea how Candy can seem to keep going on.
head throbbing with all the math formulaes and mr chia is not helping.
'this equals to this then this is this then like that from this one become this one what.. rembember?'
what is this? ah.

got home like an hour ago and just finished dinner. at 10.50pm. HA.

worried about art now. what will she say if i didn't render a single picture?
ifi i didn't even finish outlining the first page?
will she really pull me out from superlife?
hope she doesn't cross the line.
set boundaries as a teacher.

thanks Adriel for helping me with math over the phone today.
sigh.

random

2010-02-06T00:00:00.003+08:00

okay so with Kipwai spamming everyone, i think i got quite a few votes within 2 days.
(thanks kippy!:D)
still worried though, lol! and i think that video was not my best anyway. ):
also, the voting counter somehow got stuck, argh.
ohwell.

and emath. was. total. crap.
must work harder next time.
i'd be lucky to get even 3 marks on this one.
ahhhhhhh.

and the guys have been stinking up the class with their whatever crap plan to burn down the school(?) LOL. we should start getting air fresheners like e6 hahahah.

arghh worried about art. my fetus painting looks burnt.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH! (fri)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHESHENG&ZHERUI!(fri)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLAR!(sat)

2010-02-04T21:55:00.001+08:00

so many things happened this week haha.
mostly good i guess. Thank God(:

votings began today, and im super nervous.
eheh kinda regret not going for the actual audition and see if i can get the fast track.
blah.

im off to study for emath!

p/s: happy birthday Jaejoong! haha.

devoid

2010-01-28T21:47:00.000+08:00

OMG FT ISLAND COMING/CAME TODAY.
shit i really wanted to go fetch them. ):
AND FANMEET TMR AND SAT OMG OMG OMG.
really really really want to go, but it'll probably end super late for tmr and i'll die in chi class on sat morning.
plus it's at jurong omg. Ahhh walao heart pain. Even Jw and Wy are going for SHINee tmr and on sun. ):
argh going crazy thinking about not being able to go. ):

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Argh the stupid industrial fan on the classroom wall sucks. I had to clip up my fringe, and the papers on my table kept flying everywhere (not only papers, pens and pencils and sissors also flew -.- ). Annoying, and it also worsened my flu last week.

so today, i was tracing Jiyong's face on the table (we got our table-top covers so i crammed as many kpop photos as i could eheh ><) and i left my homework on the table. After fifteen minutes the paper was gone. poofed. vanished. Half the class were nice enough to help me look for it haha. We even looked in the balcony and the grasspatches below our block. But still couldn't find. ): i think someone took it by mistake.
argh i worked really hard on that piece (2 killer questions). At least it was marked. :|

Said a lot of shit cause i was really annoyed.
all these ridiculous things keep happening to me. ):

Aha the world is so small, lol. Today aunty picked up a wallet and brought it home, and Dad called the owner's father's number. I took a look at the ezlink card and realized it was Candy's sister's. So im bringing it for her tmr. LOL

okay shall go chiong homework.

2010-01-25T23:36:00.001+08:00

lazy to upload real photos and blogger is screwed like dunno what, so haha.
eyecandies. XD

MBLAQ is so cute(: but i haven't heard any of their songs yet, lol.

FT ISLAND!

argh this band has talent, the copyright issue thingy is so irritating
.(minhyuk and jonghyun!)

i haven't forgotten the cute LeeJiSu at seoul'd out:D

(:

big bang<3

super tired now, so the rest of this post will probably be crap. (: rushed out a few pictures for art. Ms toh will murder me if i don't try after all she did for me. didnt do amath. argh can't understand Mr Chia. feeling quite crappy now. yup. hahaha okay luh the whole point of the post was to put up those pictures ^^

(edit)

oh i just remembered what i wanted to blog about, HAHA.

SHINee's coming! but the fanmeet limit is 200, according to Joyce (haha yay my new friend) so yea. dont want to deprive a hardcore fan of her/his chance, lol! not like i can get in without buying the CD which i think they will be selling for a bomb.

wanted to go to the airport... but i think it will be flooded before i can even see the gate. Every SM artist's fan will be there to support the first SM group in S'pore, hoping the rest will eventually come when SM sees the huge fanbase. ahah i can't wait.

but im pretty sure i'll stay away from the airport if TVXQ ever comes. will probably get trampled on.

blah blah

2010-01-24T22:07:00.000+08:00

okay so the morning thing with Ms Toh was not too bad. At least she didn't eat me alive, LOL.
but it was a bit awkward ehehe.

yup. then blah blah, Elizer didn't show up for duty, the lights was screwed up and i had to take over. which was really...crappy cause i didn't know how to do anything, and my 'shadow' Joshua ended up doing everything hah.

Refuel was great haha. yup. Lunch was awesome, Piying and i dabao-ed brownies!<3 hahaha so auntie-ish.
and the sharing part was super scary. got stage fright, so i crapped everything hahaa.

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BoyBand C.N. Blue recently made their Debut in Korea within this month with a mini - album entitled; "Bluetory," with Hit song "I'm A Loner" and have recently dominated ALL music charts in Korea. However with glory comes controversy, as people are starting to think that "I’m a Loner" is a copy of another song titled "Blue Bird" by another Indie band called Ynot.....

Go to Website link to Hear The song "Blue Bird"......
http://bandynot.tistory.com/entry/2008년-...티벌-와이낫-파랑새

On the 22nd, Newsen had a call with C.N.BLUE’s agency where they expressed their disappointment:

"There is something unfair. Currently we are clearing things up on our end. We will release a statement sometime today."

Ynot’s camp also released a statement regarding this situation:

"After listening to the song (C.N.BLUE’s - I’m a Loner), it definitely sounds similar. This chord and melody, in my opinion, is hard to declare that it was just a mere coincidence."

*credits to allkpop.

walao another plagiarized song. and i went to listen, both songs are really really too similar.
Poor CN Blue. )':

p/s: ahh im going crazy with all the kpop. i want to submit an app for inkigayo 'lottery' and fly there to watch, LOL.

crossing the line

2010-01-19T23:08:00.001+08:00

ahaha guess who has to meet ms toh every sunday early in the morning from now on?
i knew i shouldn't have stopped to say hi to her in church that other day.

wondering what she'd be doing while im drawing.
staring at my work? critiquing? pressureeee.

and how can she restrict the times im serving for superlife..
argh seriously.

i am not happy. ):
today was screwed up, i wish art was the last period so i wouldn't keep thinking about that. :|

i really don't know what to do now.

Love-Batam Sec 4 CIP Camp

2010-01-09T00:07:00.009+08:00

Camp was beyond awesome omg. i miss everything already. ):

Day 1

At Harbor front(:

the seat so cute<3

After we reached our hotel we had field cooking for lunch(: I didn't get to take any pictures.
felt bad for the trainers cause they had hardly any food. they had to run around helping us with the fires and cooking. Iskandar(?) opened canned food until the can opener broke(i think O:).

blahblah then we checked in.

checking for missing items.

after everything we had a bit of shopping and dinner time at some mall.
Heheh it was fun:)

At night, we had our last briefing, which was really frustrating cause i was rooming with Yuanjiat and Sohvil, both from e4 and both holding on the the only two keys to the room :/ So i had to find them to get the keys, go back up and get the booklet for reflection and rush down. blah.

Day 2

First we went jungle trekking (the jungle was just across the street from the resort hahaha). OMG SUPER SUPER FUN. Since it just finished raining, most of the soil became mud so we got really really dirty. We tried to step across but yea. The mud got up above my ankles, halfway up my shin hahaha super fun. and we got to cross 2 rivers/streams haha(:

the water was about chin level for me so drank a bit of the water by accident. and Akasha kept splashing water at my face so i sort of tripped underwater.

After that was crawling in mud! super fun.
when we crawled, there was a gap between me and the others behind, so Wayne jumped in, playing around and trying to make them hurry. AHAHA if only he hadn't landed on my foot.
(good thing i was wearing thick shoes XD)

ahah then we crossed the second river to wash off all the mud.

random person: OMG eh the river smell like menses blood!
Qijun: -SCREAMS WTF!-
LOL.

after jungle trekking was raft-building in the pool (: Super fun! i got to swim to push the raft across the pool (which was deeper than the rivers). hehhhh but all the other swimmers were gold and silver swimmers. i didn't even complete basic lessons. so yea. it sucked. ended up having to keep pushing the raft and swimming after it.

lalala next was the orphanage

leaving was super sad. ):
after that we had our D&D by the pool + some extra time to use the resort's facilities.

Camp chief's toy hahha. (oh yea ahah camp chief this time was Alvin.)
.
haha trainer Akasha camwhoring with my camera.
.
fireworks next yay!

pretty!

class picture with Suzanne, Gelly(? ahh), and Yiping.

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Yiping! ahaha can't believe he's Yixin's cousin O:

Jingy(:

haha the ashley fan (:
\m/

.
(L)(L)

.
yup wanted to go karaoke haha but argh. It was full and there were a freaking idiotic group of b*stards there and the fee was S$10 so yea. Went to sleep early(:

Day 3

ahaha Yuanjiat!

.
pretty Sohvil(:

.
we had a lot of time to take pictures cause the boys were held back for some idiotic issues.
someone went to disturb the long-staying guest lol. and someone got hit by some drunk guy.

(L)

(oh and Yiping had to stay in batam for another night to work, so sad right.D:)
On the ferry with Siti(:

bye batam D':

yup. the end.
argh im going to miss all the trainers and the kids at the orphanage.

(p/s: walao i spent more than 12 hours on this post. SCREW BLOGGER.)
(pp/s: shit art olevel question coming out on monday.)
(ppp/s: credits for clear pictures to Jingwen(: )

in a flash

2010-01-04T22:25:00.002+08:00

speeding.

forth day of 2010 and i already broke all my new year resolutions - which is really crappy considering i have 20 over resolutions and i broke all of them. ):
but who says resolutions can only be made for new year? haha tmr is a new day. (:

Hmm. i really expected the first day of sec 4 to be more studying but we slacked the whole day and played weird games meant for sec 1s cause our co-form didn't know what to do with us. greaaat.

oh and i caught Avatar with Susan and Tingting today! it was okay i guess, i think i was too tired, nearly fell asleep. Gym with Susan tmr(:

Batam on weds:D Quite excited for it, the hotel looks good(:

okay yea and my holiday homework is a gone case. ):

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yesterday:

CY: So what's your relationship with him?
Jianmin: IT'S NOT A RELATIONSHIP. we're just friends, its a friendship!
CY: a friendship is a relationship!
Jianmin: In Jianmin's world a relationship means BGR!
CY: but no one lives in jianmin's world but you!
Jianmin: -pwned-

everyone: EH J Cheeyann bullied Jianmin!
J: Huh. Oh. (to cy)Bad boy.
CY: .__.
J: okay. i will cast a spell on you~ by tmr, you will become bald~!
-everyone dies of laughter-
[CY's going for NS on monday/today]

2010-01-03T22:50:00.001+08:00

sec 4 here i come

2010-01-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

"It is a very common dream, but very few actually pursue it. Go for it!"
ahah thanks for everything. You're really the first person to support me and actually believe in me.

cutest ever!

2009-12-30T22:47:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA THIS BOY IS SUPER CUTEEEEE. <3!

hahaha super cute Japanese boy, 5yrs old only!:D
haha too bad he can't speak english ._.
but i think he has a lot of potential ahah!(:

abby says:

AHAHAH OMG SEE THIS :http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ErMWX--UJZ4&feature=player_embedded

SUPER CUTEEE!

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

HIIII

abby says:

hahahaha

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

i saw before

hahahaha

abby says:

SO CUTE RIGHT!

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

YAAAAAA

abby says:

omg<3

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

so charming hahaha

abby says:

yea!

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

marry meeee

abby says:

huh? haha

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

the boy

im asking him to marry meeeeeeeee

abby says:

HAHAH SO HONGKI IS MINE

- (F)Samantha. (R) says:

eh no

hong ki mine

the boy

dont want liao

hahahah

HAHA SAMANTHA IS HORRIBLE!

Seoul'd Out Sundown Festival '09

2009-12-14T15:06:00.005+08:00

[UPDATED.]

AWESOME NIGHT!

will update with more of my own pictures when i get back home(next week), but for now, these are Mae's:

She really has all the super clear pictures ><; so jealous haha.
ahaha also probably cause her lense was so huge that everyone could see the camera and smile into it lol.
arghh must remember to buy and bring zoom lenses next time i go to a concert, hahaha(x

anyway, the entire show was really amazing! From the traditional Miso Musical, to the quirky Drawing Show guys, to all the K-pop; it was really awesomeeeee <3

Lee Ji Su was super cute! His english was really cuteeeee omgggg. and he stared and waved at me! <;3
His voice was power man. i think he sang like..6 ballads? haha. :D

okay shall blog more on seoul'd out and the cell bbq when i get back!

(haha picture spam on seoul'd out soon, i took 1000+++ pictures:D)

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haha finally uploaded (:
sorry for the blur pictures, camera was out of focus D:

we got bored while waiting -.-

haha we made a lot of new friends!

hardcore korean T-max fans!

Miso Musical :D couldn't see the storyline though..

The Drawing Show(: super talented people:D

JinJo Crew B-boys(:

Park Si Nae! super powerful voice.

Mario and Si Nae (:

Lee Ji Su!<3 haha he waved at me XD

power voice haha omg.

Jinjo again (:

T-MAX!

super skinny Park Yunhwa.

Shin Min Cheol!

KIM JUN:D

FT ISLAND!

argh i think that there were pictures that Hongki was staring at my camera, but it was really out of focus):

Seunghyun, JaeJin and Minhwan :D

Hongki and Jonghun<3

Jonghun's solo<3

hahah there were fireworks at the last part, and Hongki was super cute when he got a shock cause he was standing right next to it(: He literally jumped, and his expression was pricelessssss ^^

Brown Eyed Girls!

they were quite sad when only 20 fans turned up at the airport to see them D: (the other fans got the date wrong and went the day before) haha so they were really surprised to see like a quarter of the crowd holding their signs ^^

Finale! haha Minhwan super cute here<3 and Jonghun jumped on stage with a video camera, but i have no idea why it's in Min cheol's hands in this picture (x (im really sure it was Jonghun with the camera.. ._. )

yay! okay haha :D

the rest of the pictures are here:

Facebook album

(yea i know the pictures are blur but please lmk if you're going to take them. ><)

ARGH WANTED TO UPLOAD THE PICTURES FROM THE AIRPORT BUT I LOST THEM SOMEHOW SHIT. ):<
arghhh ): -cries-
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2009-12-12T02:34:00.000+08:00

The boys reached Singapore on 10th December 2009 (Thursday) at about 9:45pm Singapore time, by Asiana Airline. But because there was only one organizer inside the terminal, the boys had to wait for their turn to exit the terminal.

Mario was out first, followed by T-Max

-(This is irrelevant to FT Island, but Yoonhwa is indeed really very pretty).

-(This is also irrelevant to FT Island, but I did catch the other artists on fancam, and because of this, by the time the FT boys came out, my battery gave up on me -__-.
So, could only get the first part where they were at the belt area, with 15x Digital Zoom O_O
No time to change the battery >.<)- The boys were friendly as usual, Hongki and Jonghoon looked very confident ^__^ Jaejin was the only one wearing face mask (from my fancam below, you can see that manager-nim only handed the mask to him, and not the other boys, but my cam probably didn’t catch it if he did), but he took it off once he reached the fans area. Magnaes were full of friendly waves and smiles. As you can tell, it was all a happy affair for the FT Island’s fans. ^__^ -(So sorry to hear that the Brown Eyed Girls were not on the same plane, and the fans waited in vain. We hope you get to see them today! ^__^)- -------- Today (11 Dec 09) will be Press Conference, Fanmeet, and other activities by individual artists. Unfortunately I’m still stuck in the office for the morning >.< For the rest of the SG Primadonnas though, do have fun attending the activities! Seeing the boys again last night was not enough, right? Heheh. ^__^ (via http://primanoona.wordpress.com/)

i was wrong, according to primamoona.

Jonghun was in shades, yes. Hong-gi had ear mufflers and sunglasses, yup. but the one in a face-mask was Jaejin, the one with the jacket and hiding his face everywhere was most probably new guy Seung Hyun, and the one that stod there and stoned - i got that one right- was Min Hwan. i thought they were a little hostile.. but after viewing the fan cams, i guess not. They were probably nervous that anyone of us might pounce on them since we're so much closer to them compared to those inside the airport. HEHEHE.

I THINK IM GOING TO SEOUL'D OUT JUST HAVE TO ASK MY DAD. Mae's selling at a very good price. but i feel guilty for missing service for it. ):

argh.

i should totally be asleep now but i have so much to blog about esp abt tonight's/last night's awesome BBQ/Grads party.
I love you haising cell! <3 sighh i guess i'll go sleep first heheh. ><

2009-12-11T00:38:00.002+08:00

OMG I JUST RETURNED FROM THE AIRPORT. Haha Mae told me last minute that FTI was coming tonight. and now i really hate myself for not getting tickets to seoul’d out sundown fest on sat. (But then again, its on a saturday so..:/ )

I SAW F.T. ISLAND!! -SCREAMMMMS- haha i was holding flowers in one hand an the dlsr in the other, but i didnt manage to give the flowers to them (duhh. D: ). But i think i got some pretty decent shots of them, esp compared to the last time when we went to meet Lee Min Ho at the airport. Argh the flowers was becoming bald really fast and the floor was all petals -.- so there wasnt much point either. i just left the cards and flowers near the door. ):

arghh celebs have to cover their faces when walking around in public because everyone will pounce on them - this i know. But there at the airport there was so much security plus all their fans were there.. cover for what -.- Only Min Hwan didn’t cover or try to block his face. Omg major cuteness overloaddddd.

Hongki was kind of the most exaggerated-.- with the beanie and sunglasses and ear mufflers?? arghh but at least i saw him <3Jonghun was looking great with just a pair of shades:DJaejin covered his whole head with a hoodie and avoided any pictures/eye contact ):Newbie Seunghyun wore a surgical mask._.hahaha but im still glad that i at least got a chance to see them. And T-Max was there too OMG I SAW KIM JOON. Haha he was looking good even with half his face covered with his sunglasses and beanie.i shall upload the pictures another time! <3

2009-12-08T02:19:00.000+08:00

caught between sleep and work.
ahhhhhh okay im super flustered about my homeowrk now i have no time to do it at all shit.

plus all the events. and planning.

i cant breathe.

case 39

2009-12-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

went to catch Case 39 with Clar, Adriel and Candy today.
heh i didn't know it was NC16 until i reached the theater -.- and we all thought that it was a murder movie or somthing but it ended up being a horror film with some demon thing. so Clar and i ended up huddling together with our jackets over our heads and covering our ears.
But the movie wasn't that bad, heheh although i didn't see all the scary parts.
hahaha and i just realised that this is my first NC16 and horror movie ><

WHO WANTS TO GO SEOUL'D OUT WITH ME? QUICKKK BEFORE THE TICKETS SELL OUT AND WE HAVE TO PAY 100 BUCKS TO STAND AT THE DOOR-.-
ahhh Hongki~ XD

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i've lost my heart.

2009-12-03T17:35:00.001+08:00

are promises really that easy to forget? ):
but im grateful for everything, so i guess i should be contented.

leonids

2009-11-29T01:40:00.000+08:00

pretty stars!

Piying and Cavell competing with each other to see who takes better pictures haha

haha thsi was so long ago, but yea.
yup. the whole night was an awesome time of fellowship(:
and Piying and Cavell got along as if they already knew each other :D
hahaha.

It was sort of a meteor storm, but thanks to the stupid clouds, we couldn't see anything.
haha some saw like a small cluster in the hole in the clouds i think.
but i only saw one shooting star :|
ahh well. i think in 22 years, i'll go watch this again haha(:

in the morning Piying left for choir (D:), and Cavell, Ryan and i went for breakfast.
talked a lot and then went home to sleep(:

):):):): i was so excited cause i thought this was a chance to try my photo skills after the class.
siannnnn im still so crappish.

ahh why am i updating now.
crap im going to be so dead tired tmr(today) again.

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i think i wasted my shooting star wish ):

2009-11-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

boo!
wow this blog's dead haha.

anew

2009-11-21T02:15:00.000+08:00

Thank God that i've found a friend in you.(:

2009-11-17T12:49:00.002+08:00

yay hahah i can't believe i managed to get people to watch the leonid meteor showers overnight with me!
hahaha i thought i wouldn't be able to but yey:D

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sunday:

haha kids attacked Benton with stickers :D

early lunch(:

heh went for Darren and Zac's baptism after that.

haha yey congrats guys(:

will upload the rest of the photos on fb hahaha so Darren has to create an acc.

oh yea,

HAPPY BELATED 21ST DARREN!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RYAN!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BENEDICT!

rushed to wisma for photography fundamentals class.

thanks Piying for going with me><

heheh was a little awkward. i think i was the youngest there.

and the alarm started to sound in my head when the instructor asked everyone to introduce themselves and EVERYONE who introduced themselves before me had an area of interest in a genre of photography and all the chim stuff. i panicked like crap. haha when it came to me i forgot to say my name first ><

ah well. but the course was good. 3 hours passed really fast, and it really felt like i was back in school.

heheh instructor moved really fast, couldn't absorb any more info after 2 hours.

test shot.

but overall was really interesting haha. And dad said he could sign me up for the intermediate one.

hahaha really interested, but i think i have too many things on my hands already :/

hahah and i can't wait to put my camera to the test with tonight's/tomorrow morning's meteor shower!

p/s: oh man i havent been doing my homework..):

2009-11-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Look at these hands and my side
They swallowed the grave on that night
When I drank the world's sin
So I could carry you in
And give you life
I want to give you life

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

Cause I, I love you
I want you to know
That I, I love you
I'll never let you go

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

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God spoke right to my heart with this song.

Why are you striving these days
Why are you trying to earn grace
Why are you crying
Let me lift up your face
Just don't turn away

Why are you looking for love
Why are you still searching as if I'm not enough
To where will you go child
Tell me where will you run
To where will you run

And I'll be by your side
Wherever you fall
In the dead of night
Whenever you call
And please don't fight
These hands that are holding you
My hands are holding you

2009-11-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

Had study group yesterday at the airport. haha ironically we didn't study much.
celebrated Candy's birthday yey(:

heh then we played retarded games.
anyway we went to this giant inflatable thingy where we played with small kids(:

small boy pulling Kipwai's hair O:

blah. The children were really rough, kept throwing balls at us hahaha.

actually they threw only at Candy and Kipwai, lol.

and some 9-year-old said fck you to Kipwai omg.

i guess we left the place sore and tired and pissed with kids.

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he's casting in korean remake of j-dorama kimi wa petto(:

cant wait to watch it LOL.

OKAY SO TEMPTED TO BUY THIS.

special edition: albulm + 2posters + 100p photodiary

haha omg max costs around 50 shipping prices included.

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hahahhahahahahahahahahaha and i just found out i have a freaking huge stack of homework that i didn't receive.

reality

2009-11-10T10:31:00.000+08:00

11 nov - swimming outing

12 nov - study group

15 nov - photography fundementals

30 nov - pass up homework

14-22 dec - Japan

26-29 dec - Megalife camp

okay so job yes/no?

i must be committed. which frankly i dont think i am.

but i really want to work with Piying.

hmmm. But i'll have no time to help out in church.

urgh back to my homework.

touché

2009-11-09T22:50:00.000+08:00

you know when there are times you'd wished you've never existed?

i think this is one of those times.

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ahaha dad says he can sponsor me for the seoul'd out tickets.

but its so expensive and my guilty conscience is ringing. ):

besides, who will i go with?

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

shingz.

Etiquette Dinner

2009-11-08T19:13:00.002+08:00

Weiyi and Candy came over to get ready for the dinner:D

our main course(:

Phoebe! She looked super rockstar-ish. (:

Dinner partner(:

The dinner was awesome(: Everyone was dressed so formally and i looked like i was going to a picnic. :|

But we all had fun hahaha. All the guys were very gentlemanly and the girls, graceful. Well, uhm, at least i tried hahaha. We had some bread stick for the appeitizer and i didn't know that we were allowed to use our hands, so i tried to cut it with the fork. Hahaha i think i was the first one to try and the bread stick flew and my knife met the plate with a super loud clang. Super paiseh. >< everyone stared at me :O

haha yup.

between courses we had a short performance haha.

w: 'This song is dedicated to all the couples in this room, for me, it's Ayuni from 3e5.'

-teachers start to choke-

lol.

Anyway we had so much fun!

Can't wait for prom now(:

But of course, since the function was on thursday... Only half the class turned up on Friday.

Even better, half of those who turned up left during recess. So during chinese, without the HCL and malay students, there were only...8 students. Hahaha the other class was worse though. The teacher sat in an empty class, none of them turned up at all, lol. ><

......

you'll never see this, but yea. I'll miss jamming with you in class, it was so much fun! although i don't know you very well, i know it wont be the same without you. and i know i've said some really stupid things, and im really really sorry. sigh. we'll miss you.

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Yey went to watch Astro Boy with Kenneth Ryan Josh smallBen Hannah Tammy and Jae today.

it was great, and oddly touching. (:

was feeling kind of awkward in church, don't know why.

it just didn't feel like i was supposed to be there.

Luckily i had Cy's book to distract me hahaha.

okay maybe im just really tired.

haven't really caught up on my sleep especially since the late night etiquette dinner.

haha oh yea.

Tammy and Hannah are super cute(:

i think if i hang out with them a little more i'll be able to memorise all of Suju's songs XD

무섭다.

2009-11-04T23:40:00.001+08:00

PICTURE SPAM

we had three blackouts in 20 minutes on friday night, had to resort to a candle.
it looked pretty though. (:

SUNDAY.

twin loves(:

Cy's alevels practice paper i think. 加油加油！

shopping with five pretty babes after stopping by church. ^^

Candy, Yixin, Diana

hahah Susan so shy!

but im sneaky enough to snap this one hahaha. Macho man!

happy Diana with her desert hahaha(:

BOOMZ.

Yixin!

jingy(:

hahaha.

hahah me being extra.

Diana~

the shop was really homey(?), i wouldnt mind living in it!

haha hardly any clothes though.

HAHAHA YIXIN GOT PREGNANT SO SHE COULD SIT IN THE PRIORITY SEAT LOL!

Had an awesome time with those pretty people on sunday(:

Etiquette dinner tmr, really excited.
finally bought the floral dress, hahah gonna wear it yay!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!(:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WEIYI!(:

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I WANT A JOB CAUSE I NEED MONEY FOR SEOUL'D OUT AND SS501 CONCERT IF THEY'RE EVEN COMING TO S'PORE AND MORE CLOTHES AND SHOPPING AND OUTINGS AND MAYBE INSTOCKS IF IM SETTING UP BLOGSHOP AND I HAVE TO STOP SUCKING UP MY DAD'S MONEY.

BLAHHHHHHHHHH.

p/s: Sundown festival Seoul'd Out tickets $85 anyone want to save $$$ and go with me? :D

(!@#$%^&*)

2009-10-31T22:48:00.000+08:00

THANKS AH.
and this is after i deleted 70+ messages from yesterday.
arghhhhhhhhh as if my computer is not laggy enough.
and every other minute the msn thingy pops up with a new email from fb.

okay. yea.
going out with Jingwen Diana Yixin Candy Susan tmr.
<3

2009-10-30T18:46:00.000+08:00

emergency exercise. lol we're blocking the sun.

(pictures from Diana's blog)

urgh laptop is (STILL) screwed up.

no programme will run properly.

the past few days have been ultra boring.

except jamming with Wan and Firman in class.

haha that was the only fun part.

OMG watching KBS music bank now.

heh i hope this short cable promotion thing will last longer.

Only one day & Love like this - SS501!

okay hahah i love their new songggg. but i bet their album costs like 100 bucks.
omg hahaha their voices are so angelic, esp Youngseang!
and Hyunjoong cut his hair hahha omg.

What a girl wants - 4 minute

this is nice too!<3

Ring ding dong - SHINee

hahaha topping the charts, not bad(:
i think the mv is super cool!

okay i want KBS subscriptionnn hahah.

2009-10-29T16:41:00.004+08:00

"I, um, I have this problem. I broke up with my boyfriend, you see. And I'm pretty upset about it, so I wanted to talk to my best friend. The thing is, they're both you."

geek in the pink

2009-10-26T20:28:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG.
hahahahha apparently last sat's excitement didn't end there.
my dad just found one of the videos that Candy and i were in online.
omg it was....-shudder-
and then i went to look for the second vid from Omy.sg
hahahha and i found it.

LMH @ airport (xin.sg)

LMH @ airport (Omy.sg)

hehehehe actually wanted to blog how gay we were....
but since i found the video i might as well show it hahaha.
still waiting for the super clear video that Candy took but yup.
will edit this post again(:

okay very VERY VERY blur photos but yea.
the memory is still fresh in my mind can hahahahha.

-squeal- haha okay yea all the pictures are blurry/can't see his face so don't expect much.

he's zomgfreaking tall luh.

fans on the highway hahahah.

2009-10-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG hahahahahha.

Saturday:

woke up bright and early to go to the airport:D
urghhhh wrong time so Candy and i ended up waiting for 3 hours.
BUT IT WAS WORTH IT LOL HAHAHHAHA.
zomg LeeMinHo's smile is so...omg heart melt sia!
i didnt get a good picture of him,
but the memory of him smiling is like imprinted in my mind hahahaha.
haha okay went high the whole day!
PICTURES AND DETAILS SOOON!:D

yup today was okay, woke up at 10 and went to church to do art.
hehehhe Piying ended up doing like half of it. :|
but yup. went TM after that, then headed home. (:

back to school tmr!

p/s: omg still dizzy from all the craziness yesterday! details soon XD
pp/s: urghhhh computer keeps lagging stupid vista.
ppp/s: hahaha hopefully can find a job with Piying soon for the hols(:
pppp/s: i want my hair extensions now!

Sarimbun

2009-10-22T20:30:00.001+08:00

wordy post.

heheh IM BACK FROM CAMP YEY!

Was actually really dreading camp. Even on the first day i was considering taking an MC since i had a bit of flu. hehehe but i would have missed out on so much fun!

our trainer Andi was the most patient one of them all. (: So camp was less of the trainer screaming at our faces, except for when the other group's cranky, stressed-out trainer comes along. So yup.
The campsite was great too, i mean if you minus out the mud, the biting ants, the swarm of mosquitoes, the weird unidentified bugs, the cockroaches, and the frogs in the toilet bowl.....yea. Hahaha so every chance we got we bathed ourselves in mosquito repellent (which was what apparently attracted the ants).

Heheheh and there was this muddy swarm area that they called the milo pool. And we all got to slide down and splash into it. But before that there was the ropes and some tightrope balancing i think...which i completed without falling or freaking out too much yey! Yup and the next day was all the high elements which i didn't complete at all. Should have tried the flying fox (zomg 3 storeys high.), but i couldnt event climp up the ladder to the 2nd floor w/o freaking out big time. Mr Chia wanted to...idk, push me up?(?????????) Hahah but i screamed at his face so he let me climb down the ladder.

And i did attempt one of the elements, haha. It was some walking on the log thingy that was about one storey high. i climbed up the log and i freaked out immediately. And when someone shouted, as a form of encouragement, that everyone was looking at me i freaked out even more.__.

Campfire was fun! But i couldn't even talk, let alone cheer. Stupid sore throat bugged me throughout the entire camp. Yup after that we went for the final debrief, and the trainers told us ghost stories hahaha. There was one army story that spooked us all. Good thing i was tired enough to fall alseep without thinking too much.

okay that pretty much sums up my 3 days.

heh just went to see a doctor.
MC tmr yey! heh. i bet half the cohort won't be there tmr anyway.