absurdity

I feel really bad now..this happens everytime i read her blog. i dont even noe why i bother to rush to read her posts when i noe obviously that she wouldnt sae anything abt me, negative or positive. she befriends me, then chases me away.all i wanted was a friend who would be honest with me, whom i can trust.

you all just dont know how i feel right now.


none of u bother to sae hi, just a simple two-letter word would make my day.you walk past me like i dont exist, how i wish i had a close fren by my side. maybe its my attitude, how i act, but i've really been trying hard to change myself, turn my bad points to good;wont u give me a chance?


i'll try to give a happy face, but who will i smile to?

dont u realise that ive been keeping quiet to prevent myself from saying anything offensive? Did'nt u know how much u hurt me when u said i was treating my frens as a substitute?

-sigh-