absurdity

okay.
i finally got it off my chest.
i told Ben that i wanted to sing for the ministry
when he visited today.
Dad will freak if i join another ministry without his consent.
but if i rush i should be able to make it to the saturday jamming sessions.


but i do have doubts about the team.
will they be welcoming?
or will they shun me?

sigh.
it is a dream,okay?

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today i managed to finish giving out
the cards for 'stolen'
and i gave one to Jolene.
that was the toughest.

i was so afraid of rejection like the last time.
i dun want our friendship to end like that.
so i just wrote down the message and
passed it to her when i got down from the bus.

sighs.

Dear God,
it's all in Your Hands.
Please make them change their minds.
amen.




and i better stop blogging daily.
dad says im getting addicted.



bye :)