absurdity

great.
mug so long, end up got too stressed at the start of the paper.
andd.
i forgot almost everything i studied. ):
i studied so hard on that vitamin thing, and there were so little questions on it..

okay.
so now its up to God to see if i deserve the results.

sigh*
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went to Elia's hse to do the newsletter.
and yes.
it's alrdy overdue but Ms Lynn Lee was kind enough to
let us hand in on friday.

we ended up slacking a lot.
felt emo cause of the homec tst.
i wrote so much junk in it.
TT.TT

then i rushed backed to school and sorta dragged PinYi
to help me find Mdm Siti to pass up the cheque for the vietnam thing.
he said that he stand up only to drink water,
end up i come along drag him up and down the stairs.
lol.anyway thanks if ur reading this.



and now i have that same problem?
i think im cursing more and more.
its like so hard to stop..

i cant use the same mouth to praise God
and curse others.
it's not right.

and i cant believe im laughing at their sick jokes
and vulgarities as if it was normal.

this is so wrong

GAHH.







okay.
i feel so unimportant to that person.
why do i even care.
he's just a brother to me anyway.