absurdity

SIGHS.
despite promising myself,
i still forgot to do QT..
and its kinda toO late to do now..
SORRY GOD :(

sigh.
i guess(and hope) i wont be blogging soon.
what our cell leader said ystd really hit me..
well. everything hit me ystd. dunno why.
anyway
i should spend most time with my DEAR LORD JESUS ((:
and not with some materialistic website people call blog.

so...
things i want to spend less time with (to make time for Much More IMPORTANT Things) :

1) blog
2) internet/blog surfing etc
3) msn
4) guitar
5) slacking/daydreaming/wasting time/fiddling with small things
6) playing with hp games/smsing/calling jus coz im bored 0.o
7) whatever other brainless things.

the Much Much More IMPORTANT Things:

1)QT
2)READ BIBLE
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
3) study/revise/do homework etc etc



yeah..
so today was bored to death at home.
couldnt go to church coz i scared my dad wont allow me to go for my duties nxt two weeks.
sian.

and then afterwards
had badminton game wif the adults.
Genevieve and David and the rest were there.

it was super stuffy inside the court so we mostly played outside...
and we played catching , virus, etc.
okay, yes im too old for this.
but 'twas quite fun.
and beats having to play in a stuffy room.
haha im a 6-year-old today ((:

okay.
not really in the mood.
really tired and someone's msn gt problem.
geesh.

kk wana kick off those habbits i listed above...so tatas

-tries to smile-


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i realised lots of things upon hindsight.
i realise that im looking forward to go to church more because of fellowship/friends..
not that frens are bad, but its wrong..to well, look forward to frens more than God.
so i'm gonna change.
i wana draw closer to GOD.


JESUS I LOVE YOU;