absurdity

dont know whats wrong with me these three days.
its like i have 'EMO' written all over my face.
i guess today i managed to smile?
since when has going to school and
waiting another 1 week to go back to chuch make me smile?
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gosh.
my aunt's gonna come here every day for two weeks
to fetch my bro and buy lunch for us.
'cause my maid went back to visit her family...
i guess i feel pretty uncomfortable with her around.
my aunt i mean.

not used to it?

gahh.
im missing out on CLASS CHALET!
nooooooooooooooooT_T
its tonight..><
and
i feel so guilty to be happy that they were not invited.
gahh.
.
..
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and im not even sure wheather i can go for cell outing tmr..
or shld i join the e5 ppl to go ice-skating?
i think i cant go for both T_T

cell outing to sentosa is sure to be ending quite late..
like all the other times...
and my dad will scold me if i come back after 8-9pm?
but i cant go home alone right=='''

and i cant go ice-skating cause of my sprained ankle...

hmm.
i think i'll go sentosa..


gosh.
-.-

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currently trying to make a blogskin,
and discard this one.
just waiting for someone to send me the photoshop thingy..