absurdity

i didnt manage to finish four days
just as i planned..
but these two days have been quite fruitful.
and i've learnt how to trust God.
but im kinda guilty for not trusting Him enough
to provide for my next two days.
contradicting isnt it?
gahh.

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there was choir today.
and i m starting to feel that HS choir standard dropped like nobody's business.
gah.
choir is becoming slacker and slacker now that the seniors are gone.
sigh*
feel like quitting.
but i love singing. somehow.
and i cant take part in the concerttttt..
and i cant believe people would pay $52(!!!) to watch us sing.
and we are not prepared.Chao not prepared.
i can actually, but didnt wana miss megalife..
plus i didnt come for the entire june..so, yeap.
sads.


rawrs.

gtg, bye.