absurdity

mm.

in exactly three weeks time i'll be auditioning for the superlife album.
so fast, yea?
and honestly im more worried than excited.
what if i dont get in?
i mean, who likes to be disappointed?


sigh.

Lord,
i pray that whatever the outcome will be,
whether or not i get in,
Let Your Will be Done in my life.
Help me know that it is Your Plan for me.
amen.

Thanks Piying,Joy,Ryan,Ben,Huiting,Benton...and whoever encouraged me on the tagboard...
for just being there for me these two weeks.
i guess im still not really out of the water yet.
i'll just have to trust God.