absurdity

panick.
do i truly believe? will You really answer?

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Dear God,
i know i can't do this without You. i cant lead as well as her. Lord let every word coming out of my mouth be honouring to You, be pleasing to You ears. help me with my fluency of words, that i will not stammer when praying, but pray with full faith that You will answer these prayers, and You will just be there with me, supporting me as i pray. God i pray for her, as she goes through this tough period of time, that You may just be there with her, supporting her, and giving her the strength to carry on. i pray that she will not entertain such sucidal thoughts, thoughts that were from the devil. Lord i pray against such thoughts in her, in haising cell even. Lord, You know what is going through my mind even now. Help me have the faith.
amen.