absurdity

lethargic now.

gah choir tmr. and meeting psl comm leader.

 

pooff.

it's finally done, we've given the dvd to Ryan(:

spent one month writing songs, recording them, and rushing out everything else(:

it was fun, though exhausting.

everything was rushed too, so it wasnt as good as it could be ><

ohwell, it was made with our all our heart(:




yesterday was a longlong day.
finished compiling the videos, made last minute adjustments to the recordings,
printed out the cd cover and finally started burning the dvd at 1.30 am.
and when i woke up, it was still burning -.-


and found out it somehow got stuck..

then tried burning againnnnn and daddy insisted
that we use the other com to burn cause there's a special software there.
so i waited another around one hour and the machine died. again.
rushed to church, and by then was super late ><
Dad tried to burn again but failed. the software was dead.


i was so frustrated..i mean, it's like i couldnt do anything properly.
even saturday in cell. you dont want to know how bad it was.
my cell leader took the guitar away. (yeah i know he felt a song..still.)
thanks for all who were concerned yesterday(:
anyway, yes, in the end we managed to burn the cd using my notebook.
we prayed while it was burning o.o
hahaha, yeas.


and when we played his song live for him after that, he nearly cried!
must be so touched! XD
yeah, could tell he was moved.
but due to lack of time, the last song was'nt that good.
in both recording and live.
ohwells(:
hahaha from the very start our aim was to make him cry buckets full ;DD
hope he liked it.


played Would You Rather? after lunch.
Piying throwed up :O
by the time she came back the game was getting scandalous haha X)
after that the girls went back to church, Caleb went home
and Piying, Huiting and i went to bake brownies at Cy's house(:
went shopping for ingredients first.
"Why cant we add popcorn in the brownies? what about adding seaweed?"
"marshmallows?
hahaha, to cut the long story short,
im sure Cheeyann will never take us shopping for ingredients again :D
ahahaha BUT he relented and let us bake marshmallows with the brownies.
which became burnt hahahahah!
had fun making them, and then eating it(:
atched the grave of fireflies. teared a little.
the show's kind of sadistic.
the first sentence the main character says in the show is : "..i died."
.________.
hahaha


left Cy's and parted with Huiting (who had to go back to school! :O)
had dinner with piying and went high over baby stuff(:
we both tried out perfumes. unfortunately, mine made me want to puke.
so i tried adding another sweeter perfume to my wrist..and it stank.
Piying sniffed and dragged me over and sprayed her perfume on it.
...you could faint after smelling that ><
washed my hands with soap, and it was okay at first.
and then it became even more nauseating._.
haha went home with that stinky wrist.
gahh. curiosity killed the cat. haha(:


yeaps.

last thurs, was just talking to Aunty Rena 'bout random stuffs.

suddenly the subject turned to ministry, and then to how i felt.

told her i felt really inferior, to everyone actually.

she really encouraged me and she also shared with me her own past problems.

" you are the best you can be in your own capacity"

yupps, she's really nice.

promised myself that i'll smile(:

maybe i'm trying to be someone i'm not, but it's worth the effort.

and i want to grow closer to You again.

(and gah. i think my teacher found my blog._.)