DAVID! forever friends.

IM MISS YOU ALREADY. (even though you havent even left yet._.)

we've known each other since we were kids, for around five years i think.
and i dont know what you think of me, but you've been closer than a friend to me.
you've been just like a little brother who happens to have a large tummy that i can vent my frustrations on XD
you've really been...a good friend, a good brother, and anything i could wish for.
i ' l l m i s s y o u a l o t.
wherever you are, never forget us; we'll never forget you.

today the farewell ran rather smoothly, except for the distraction part. LOL.
but thanks everyone who helped, especially the planning of games, last minute change of plans and all(:
everyone really played a part in making this party rock(:

haha. i think David cried. and so did many people. we'll all miss you):


As we go on, we remember,
All the times we had together.
and as our lives change, from whatever,
we will still be, friends forever


i'll miss you lil' bro.

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You Alone.

had some horrible weirdo moodswing through the whole of last week.
i think it was the stress. it actually went up to the point of suicidal.

but on saturday, the second song really just..i dont know. created the need to just be in God's presence.
"You are the Hope that leads me on, and Brings me to my knees."
tears just couldnt stop flowing.
and miraculously after that song, all the feelings and the depressive mood just vanished. just like that.
the moodswings still exist, but not to that extreme point like last week. Thank You God;


Thank You.
i am now fully aware that now its my choice. whether i choose to doubt and stay away or wait on You, For You.

i'll try.