okay, i have no idea what's wrong with me. maybe it's moodswings or something. but it's been a long time and i need to let it out, somewhere, somehow.
my walk with You has not been exactly right. who am i kidding, not even close to right.
and im really tired. everywhere i turn, thoughts are contrasting. im so tired at everything, alright.
and after camp i felt so convicted, only to see that vanish into thin air. and when i see others talking about You, praying and all, it just feels so wrong inside. i want to make it right, and it seems like i cant. on saturdays when things look like they're changing, it returns to normal on monday. ah, just tired i guess.
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