flying

im going crazy.

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went to look for kitty today.
stupid right, hahah.
idk, i just really wanted to keep it.
i climbed up the stairs and looked for it on the fith floor.
couldnt find it, awww. hahaha.

went for psl duty today after 92736273216 years of ponning/forgetting/people not bothering to inform me.
was a little awkward, didn't dare to face the teacher-in-charge.
and it's weird how im not kicked out when i haven't attended so many
major compulsory meetings for the past two years.
oh well. just did my job, didnt talk much.


argh. im going to cry.
i stayed back in church till 8 last night to study (thanks Kenneth.),
went home and continued studying,
woke up early just to study,
and i went for the test and halfway everything went blank.
panicked. didnt finish all the high mark questions. i mean all.
i mean. after Kenneth prayed for me last night i really felt more confident.
dreading to see the marks. and dreading the next test.
crap la.



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