absurdity

gah. i cant seem to keep control of my emotions.all thanks to my ultra irritating yet helpful pick, which dropped into my guitar, i cut my hand with the guitar string. and there was that one second, when one thought just flew through my mind : did i just force my hand in there on purpose? did i want to get hurt?
scar's not distinct. i knew i shouldnt have done that.

God, Im sorry. You know i didnt mean it. Sorry.